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. Rugby News .

Sorry for the last minute notice but aku kana salah informed hehehe

UBD SHARKS Vs Knights Jr

Wednesday

28th october

Padang Kebajikan

5.00PM

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cleaning the room..

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I'm at CB. yeay! :D

Apparently there are some regulars here. Wafiy's always here. 'cause he's studying for his exam. Dean is here. Not sure why. Chill kali. hehe

Today's news.. Every friday morning is my cleaning morning :D when im at the hostel, usually i'll do my laundry and clean up the room. sooo since im not living at the hostel anymore, i'll just clean my room n let my aunty wash my laundry muahahahah! 'cause im evil i tell you! eviiiiil!! :D

i like to clean up my room. Change the locations of my bed and tables. make space so i can easily walk in my room :D buuut malam nya samak tia balik haha

One bad part is you could encounter some stuff that reminds you of your memories. Either its good or bad. Well let's just say i had a mix feeling this morning.

I found the frame the Nuar and Amsyar gave me for my birthday =) i shud hang it somewhere. hehe i miss that day. It was Nuar, Bibi and Aryf 3-in-1 birthday party. Had a huge water slide+pool. Nice!! :D

unfortunately, i found stuff given by the ex. Feels like i wanna give it back to them. but it's rude to do so. so all i can do is... buuuuuuurn them all!! muaahahahahhaha!!! :D nada deh.. i'll put them aside saja lah.. just looking at them gave me flashbacks~ weeeelll.. i've regreted everything that had happened.. but what to do? i gotta stop crying over spilled milk =/

so met Boboy, Lim and Ally. talked and talked. Boboy is into boxing. And im kinda interested in trying boxing out. There's a place in berakas that teaches boxing but iiiiii think i shud use the money elsewhere hehe had a Muay Thai trial there but its just not my thing. soooo where can i do boxing courses? youtube!! haha i'll just buy a pair of boxing gloves and huge chunk of meat. Tie the meat to a wall and start punching :D

One part of that conversation, i like what boboy thinks. i'll just keep it in mind =)

Lim said BARA is going to do Parkour real soon! i hope its gonna be this end of year 'cause i'll sure gonna be joining that one! it'll be fun doing something new. jumping here and there =P i'll have to stay fit though. but i don't mind. It's gonna be cooooooooooool!!

There's orienteering also. might wanna join that one. just in case i got lost or something hehe =P

Nway, this one friend said that," Bangas wah hangout sama durang saja" muahahaha :D dats funny man... bangas hantap wang :D so yeah.. make a lot of friends man. go out there! and sell yourself!! haha dat sounded wrong :D

Fortunately, i got lotsa friends =) sooo inda pernah bangas lah klu aku hangout haha hangout with different crowds on different days. life is just that cool =)

eh nway, i got nothing else to talk about.. we'll see what tomorrow holds for me =)

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Roaming around..

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Its thursday afternoon =) well its my private time at CB. aaaaaand no, this is not CB in Miri, for those who knows that place. Its Coffee Bean =) Anyone is invited actually. Those who wants to accompany me. have the heart to accompany me through fire and flames hehe then by all means.. come =)

So i made myself free as much as possible before exam. Usually i'll just bring my books and study. but i don't feel like it today. im still tired of everything. Most of them pasal rugby lah =)

So talking about rugby. Brunei 7's is coming up this weekend and that's something to watch =P Im pretty excited though. Heard theres a small tourney going on and i heard my team is joining.sooo im not sure about that. You guys should come lah!

Since joining rugby last february, its been awesome! Im not boasting but i feel good about myself and the appearence ofcourse. i feel fit =) not match fit but you know what i mean hehe but as sad as it sounds, thats the only place "aku kana rabuti" hahaha just because i could run as fast as i could and side-stepping anyone i want. Currently, one of the few places that i feel good about myself. Sad. I know =P

Nway, had sushi with the friends just now. its fun going out with Zana :D slalu kna nyaya or nginaya oooor antah.. cana kan spell kan tu?? hahaha She's going to KL tomorrow =/ buuuuriiiiing inda membawa!! hahaha tp inda apa lah..siuk jua FBEPS hahaha have fun in KL, Zana!

n i kinda hate si Jayden masa ani. ia ke KL today n transit ke Korea. dont know what he's going there for but i hate that guy hahaha 'cause i soooo wanna go to korea. Im still upset cuz of the competition the other day. remember the photography competition that i joined last month? that i got a certificate for getting third place but the winner and the runner-up got all-expenses-paid trip to Korea! hmph! and i'll say it again, hmph! haha

Before anything, let's keep one thing straight, im not a Korean drama fan but im more to K-pop or korean music. and i'll go to korea for one reason and one reason only and that is to see the Girl's Generation or SNSD. and probably after dat eat some Kim Chi and learn how to dress like korean guys =) hehehe

Urgh!! batah jua softbox ani kan sampai eeeeeh~~~

eeeeeeeerrrm.. its Yean's birthday today =) can't wait for her gig with eP next month. Some friends are playing for the eP jua kan sooooo alang2 lah datang. hahaha. Nampak inda ikhlas

kan support ah hahaha

Of yeaaaa.. its Fifie's birthday today :D she's a bowling mate.. batah udah inda main bowling eh.. Mulah Rai loves playing bowling. her throw was sooo simple and her ball was soooooo slow but most of the time, most of the pins got knocked down =) I miss you, Rai! hope you are in a better place right now. Looking at us while drinking your pokka hehe

Nway, i cant stop dancing man =D everytime i hear the Fire Burning song. damn Miri! hahaha i know some of my mates cant stop thinking about it also hahaha

eh maybe i should i bring my digi cam jalan2 eh everytime i go out with my friends. macam kosong je blog ku ani. asyik2 crita, asyik2 crita~ takde gambaaaa lagi ke? :D

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its a goodbye

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. what im saying .

Recent weeks ive been downloading TV shows. been downloading CSI, CSI: Miami and How I MetYour Mother.

love the CSI series! every episode is a different thing. but i miss Grissom man.. he's the

main reason why i like CSI. As for CSI:Miami, i forgot nama ketuanya ani.. tapi ia ani half

cool and half lame bah hahaha pasal he never talks with his face looking straight at you bah! :D he always turn his to the left or to the right and looks at you and talks to you.. sometimes when has finished talking, then he wears his glasses and walked away.. n then thats when the music

introduction of the tv series comes in! :D cali..

i love How I Met Your Mother! one part of the story made me think again about some old

stuff..

you know sometimes when you are single. not sometimes lah. most of the time, when you go

out to the Mall or something, you'll see couples. when you go to the park, you'll see

couples. when youre hanging out at a cafe, you'll see couples. betambah lagi if the radio

station plays a couples, romantic, lovey-dovey songs... duuui kuuuuuuusss semangat :D

im not saying that i dont like couples. except some hehe. but i hate it when some of these

stuff happens. when you invite somebody, "bah yo, chill karang at 5" n kana reply " i cant

yo cuz im having a date" . WTF. so okay. im a very understanding friend so i can tolerate

the first one. but all the time. every invite being turned down! gila kali.. matie ku niiii

mati kalau cemani selalu.. single friends ku lagi makin kurang~~~ haiyaaaa~

But another thing i hate is when my friend was totally changed by the BF/GF.. lagiiii ku

mental~ but this one that i hate was kinda confusing a bit.. My friend is about to get

engage sometime soon.. so hanging with him is pretty haaard n he's pretty busy with work

jua kan.. and because of his gf, he's getting religious. thats a good thing. but

unfortunately, he's so religious that he condemns everything else. like, he used to have

this group.. they always chill around dari duluuuu hantaaaaap udah.. group ani inda plang buat kacau.. its just that late night hangout begila kinda stuff hehe but recently, ia MIA.

then he doesnt want to join the group anymore.. den kana tanya," so cana tah group ani?" n

ia jawab "abis lah"!! :O ohemgeee bradaaaa.. ohemgeeee

nweh, I miss cakui afternoons man.. went there though with some friends.. miss going there

with the old friends though..hmmm

I miss taking pictures man.. batah jua softbox ani dtg eh hahaha its been a week udah =P

heeeeey.. i just realised my hair is shiny =)

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. Rugby news .

UBD Sharks VS Knights Jr

Stadium Belapan

Wednesday

28th October 2009

4.00 PM

please come people!

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. Wedding stuff .

Ive taken shots of a wedding the other day..

hope you guys like it!

i loike this kind of shots

durang chill di lantai haha wudve made shots of them lying around but the ground was a bit wet due to rain.. so sayang lah~

i was taking pictures of the groom side.. hehe bilik nya hijewwww~ :D i mean tabir nyaa..

and i really like this one =P

Tunjuk2 langit segaaaala~ :D

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To my readers, sorry that blog is full of sorrows. its my emo period time lah di katakan hahaha =P well.. the heart still hurts.. it would be ok but it wont be anytime soon.. but im trying my best to be happy.. in pursuit of happiness =)

Panya ramai that i dont know about follows the blog hehe sooo kesian jua kamu kan that everytime kamu datang ke blog ani and baca the same emo thing.. buring jua haha

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Emotional Breakdown

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just to keep me busy

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im just tired being emo all the time.

tried to call a couple of friends to join the sunset chilling sessions. one by one bailing me. im not blaming them. they got stuff to do. Friends to go out with. A girl/guy to go date with. My emo friends are not so emo anymore cuz they have somebody already. Calling the old mates wouldve made me very selfish. they just got back from work and i dont want to make them more tired. Calling the brother from another mother, well, wouldn't be possible. He's getting engaged. They're kinda practically married already. I couldnt bring my other brother. He's in UK. Calling my old brothers? well, i feel out of place at the moment.

Ive been thinking what happened to me last june. and i would never forget what had happened. I know its been 4 months ago. Maybe i should forget what had happened. But when you know its your fault, you'll remember it everyday. That's what i have been going through for the past 4 months. Wake up in the morning, look at the time then i'll start thinking. and yes, its the thing i always thought about. and thats my morning routine. Sad. I know. then i'll be thinking about it the whole day especially when im alone and it will only stop when i go to sleep. The emo part of me would say i wanna die right now but the sane part of me would want to go to sleep everytime i think about it and wake up when i got something else to do. The worst part of me wants to let it all out on everything thats near. "you wont like me if im mad" kinda thing. But i have to keep it inside. I have to.

Im wearing the UBD sharks blue jersey with my blue jeans and my all white North Star superstar shoes! i like how i look right now =)

I miss singapore. i miss going down all the way from orchard road until dhoby ghaut (sp hehe).

Guess what? i just bought a softbox. A softbox is the one macaaaaaaaaaam when you take pictures for your passport, you know the big white box on your left and right and when they take pictures of you, it'll light up. it makes the lighting on the subject a bit softer. hence, awesome portrait pictures!

This saturday, i'll be buying the light stand from a friend. It acts like a tripod for the softbox.

I bought a 5in1 reflector. i dont know how to explain this one but it reflects lights from the sun or flashes. one of the reflector is in gold colour. when you reflect light from it onto your subject, the subject will have a warm tone. something like dat =)

hmmmmmm

I have to invest some money into my photography hobby. melayang duit eh~ but it's for a good thing.

Right now, photography and rugby makes me happy. Running aint so much anymore cuz i practically got no time for it at the moment.

Its kinda like a self-satisfaction thing.

In photography, i really like it when i take awesome pictures. I even kena puji with some of my works. and i love doing portraitures.

In rugby, well, this sounds a bit kambang plang but when i am all geared up, with my west coast australian football shirt and my F30 boots, i feel like i am the fastest on the field. However i am not. but as C.Ronaldo said, if you cant outrun them, side-step them! hahaha and thats just what i did. if you see me on the field, i'll run as fast as i can. but when someone catches up with me, i'll side-step them! how i love doing that!

nway, everytime i hear the Fire Burning song. i cant control myself =P

Kamu ada 30000 pounds? kan pindah skulah ku eh~

I started playing guitar again. Just to keep me busy.

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